Almost 4 pounds!

We just had another great visit with our birth mother right after she had a doctor's appointment. She said that the baby was doing well and that he was almost 4 pounds! She said that he is kicking alot and is very active. For so many this would be another Dr. visit, but for me it truly was a moment that made this experience more real. I don't have the opportunity to feel the baby inside of me, but when I heard that our baby was almost 4 pounds and that he is really active, it was a glimpse of what my baby was like. I just hung on those words as if it were life itself. My heart felt like it also grew 4 pounds. I could feel my love for him growing in my heart even though I couldn't feel him grow in my belly.